Well...

The landlord will not have the dog. First option is a bust! I have been checking out places and found a few shared houses listed on craigslist but I need to be realistic. I can't afford to leave my mom- not until I am done with school. What an awful feeling it is not to have ample money to support my son. Please someone tell me it will change!!! Once I am done with school I won't need anyone but myself.. until then I have to go back to wondering. Go back to dealing with constant insults and fighting. We are moving because Clam doesn't want to come back here. (He now hates the landlord) So I am getting plucked up again, further from my work.

I think I may be a bit of a control freak. I like for things to be in my power and right now I just feel like everything has slipped through my fingers. I have no control over this situation and it sucks.

On a happy note, I finally got keys and a code at my work. I am officially running the show every Sunday from now on, and I'm guessing every night on the weekends. So that is one good thing happening in my life now. I love my job. At least I can say that.

I'm still smiling, that is all I can do for now. Stay positive and hope for the best. Now it is my favorite boss's birthday 2moro and I am baking him a cake today! On top of that I have two papers to get written before Tuesday- I can't wait for my much needed break from school! Have a great week everyone, speak with you all soon!